had meeting yst. hall prod made a loss. so that means? canvassing. how will i have time to work when i'm left with one month to complete at least 5 projects, with 0 project started? meet target: 30 bucks. nv meet target: 70 bucks. so no matter 0, 1, 2 , 3, 4 tics - 70 bucks. i sold 3. tat means? 70 bucks. omg. i m goin to pay myself.
it's really omg. i realise since the 2nd half of last yr till now, my money has been flowing out like water. some for no reason as well. as if i've got free money to spend. omg omg omg. and where is my fortune luck which i supposedly will hav this yr? i don't see it coming, but only see it flowing out, and i'm not even working! that's really -__-''' 70 bucks is not a small amt to me, and i'm so gonna hav a heartache. but hearing him alys say this: money can b earned back. do i feel better? mayb. but i dunno. yes, money can b earned back, but when? and will it cover all my losses (so called)? arrgh.
anyway, a few pple to thank here.
shufen - for the msn chat yst. listening to my complains, my ramblings, n u alys make it seem that life was easy, and make me feel better after all our 'haha'... so, thanks girl! :)
kim - for the advice, encouragement and belief in me. we both hav our own problems, but i believe what we eventually decide will b good for us. ;)
mark - for the walk n the talk at west coast yst. it really cleared my mind off unhappy stuffs. and the talks we had, really appreciate it. west coast is a nice place to go if one is unhappy! jus sitting down there or walking, feeling the breeze. it's good man.
dear - for giving me 5 missed calls after i called u but couldn't reach u. had quite alot of things on my mind to tell u. but when i saw u, i dunno wat to say. haha. but still, did voice out my unhappiness to u somehow.
and to anyone who talked to me yst.. thanks!! really thankful for the pple, frens i hav around me. =)
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